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Bon Jovi | Thank You for Loving Me
I realize I never blog about the more happy times I have - not as often as I do with highly sensitive material at least.
So, I figure I'd try and work on that.
Last post was a very emotional and distraught entry. But this one's more on a positive note. We're still working things out, but the time we've spent together this weekend gives me hope. I can't help but feel this little nag at the back of my head telling me that I shouldn't get my hopes up too high. It can always be just another ride on that roller coaster of highs and lows.
I hope its different though. I think we've managed to be a little more clear on some issues.
This weekend though, has made me want this relationship more. I realize that yeah, I can probably have any guy I want. But I feel that no man, however wealthy or good-looking he is, is going to give me what I have with Brian now. There are certain things I feel that only he and I can have a perfect understanding on - and we tend to have similar ideas and nuances that we either picked up from each other or have been brought out that only come out when we're with good friends.
And I feel that it'll only get better the longer we remain together. In a sense, he's also become my best friend. I enjoy just being around him in general, whatever it is that we're doing. Be it hanging out with good company or even sleeping. Intimacy is a given. :P
On a slightly random note here, I think if I were to make love to a song, it would definitely be Coldplay's "Yellow" or the more popular and fitting "Truly Madly Deeply" by Savage Garden. And perhaps "With or Without You" by U2. I dunno, I feel there should be a U2 song in that list as well.
Anywho, I've left you with enough mush. :)
I have strawberry creampuffs with real strawberries! :3 And a Mango Bango slurpee! ^_^
I love my boyfriend.
But you should've known that by now.
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